"I've never been the voice of reason. Why speak up when everyone does it for you? Why do anything when everyone does it for you?" Lily has never had to feel, never had to think, all she did was party and practice magic. Twenty-three is quite young to have an identity crisis. Now, more than ever, she has to face what most people have dealt with their entire lives. To those in town, she may come across as confused, lost, or just downright going mental. In reality, she's all of the above. It's an ordeal that no lesser of two evils could ever understand.
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I heard it through the grapevine that

I totally gossip “a lot”, that makes sense ._. only except it doesn’t. I notice things, I don’t say them all out loud, there would be chaos if I did. Just because a rumor about you got started, you didn’t like it, and I supported it (and it wasn’t even negative, I might add), doesn’t mean you should say that I gossip. There may be gossipers in this town, but I sure as hell am not one of them. I have too much to do, and too much on my mind. I may play Nancy Drew a few nights out of the week, but c’mon, who doesn’t? Especially in a town like this. It’s called keeping everyone around you honest in your eyes. No one is just going to up and tell you certain things about themselves, some things you have to find out on your own. Bored or not. Keep your bitter comments to yourself, because here’s a tip— when someone is trying to be nice to you or they like you and think you’re a good person, don’t fuck that up because of your own insecurities or dislikes. Don’t bring a battle where it isn’t welcomed, and don’t wage a war on someone who has nothing to do with your despair. I’m sorry that if me supporting said rumor made you feel as though I took your choice away from you, but just because I think something is good for you, doesn’t mean I think you have to do it. Everyone is allowed to their opinions, just like you are.

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